Quote and nice appiphany

He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away. ~Raymond Hull

Recently, I felt myself changing into someone I knew I was not. Someone who put herself out there and encouraged the wrong things. So when I think I am doing that again, I will think of Mr Hull again, because I am me and no one has the right to take that away! So if they try to do that to me again, I'll just give them the cold shoulder.

Besides, they are a money waster.

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Can't get him off my mind. The nothingness that has never happened with bitch boy that will never happen has me all eaten up inside. 3 months and I still haven't got over him, and I need to because it is NOT good for me! He is not good for me because he is making me feel this horrible. He and I don't have the same interests, he's not all that good looking and he's an ASS for making me feel so bad. I don't need him.

And yet I'm waiting up for him to text even though I've turned my phone off.. Detoxing from it. Stupid freaking idiot I am. I spend too much time and money (yeah!) on him. Like that movie, he's just not that into me. End of story.

SO to cheer me up, I'll think about something good that happened today. After two days of advance and retreat because he had negative connotations attached to being around me, he came to me today and I was proud as punch. He is such a sweet pony. That's some boy I can hopefully rely on in the future. I know I can rely on my Sandy man and Louie :)

Happy moments can be a part of everyday life. Today I was laughing at Louie because he was being SO SOUR! He was lying down and I hadn't even touched him before his ears went flat back against his mane and his head snaked around towards me! Later, when I went to brush Jaffa's old dead hair off, he was suddenly happy, and wanted a brush too! He's so tempermentally funny!

From Alice In Wonderland

But it's no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then.

So don't dwell on what has happened because it cannot be changed!

Completing...

...a 30km, yes 30km, ride without having a sore bum in the morning! Just really, really sore shoulders :) This is of Laura and myself at Gostwyck church halfway through our ride. It took 3 hrs to get there and only 2 hrs to get home. We stepped up the pace because of the rain lol! The best part was when we let the horses go, they had enough energy to trot and canter down the paddock. Yay! We didn't kill them!

I love the feeling when...

... you pull the shoe off a horse by yourself! Louie was an agreeable gentleman and stood there so quietly :)

Happy Moment!

I went out to check on the horses because Louie trotted up to the top and I thought something was wrong.. I was wrong (thank gosh!) - Laura's horses and my horses were just hanging up the top of the paddock! I had a chat to Jack - he's really cute :) and Louie. When I was going to feed the dogs, I stopped to have a look at them. I saw Louie testing the other horses - first Jack, then Ruby and lastly Roc. It was so funny because he was being SUCH a stirrer!